Wednesday, December 02, 2009


WHATS GOOD EVERYONE HOPE ALL IS WELL.

WELL IM BACK IN THE STUDIO'S AND TRYING TO COME UP WITH SOME NEW IDEA'S IM THINKING OF RESORTING BACK TO MY OLD DAYS WHEN I FIRST STARTED, WHEN THINGS WHERE NEW TO ME AND TRYING NEW THINGS MEANT DOING SOMETHING CRAZY OR OUT OF THE ORDINARY.

WAS WATCHIN ONE OF MY OLD VIDEOS AND I STARTED LAUGHING CAUSE I COULDN'T REMEMBER HALF THE THINGS I WERE DOING OR DID BUT THEN I STARTED TO THINK TO MY SELF MY IMAGE HAS REALLY CHANGED OVER THE YEARS AND IM NOT SURE IF IT WERE FOR THE BETTER OR WORST.

BUT IM SURE IF I LEFT MY TOTAL IMAGE IN THE HANDS OF ANOTHER I WOULD HAVE BEEN FUCKED BY NOW IN OVER A THOUSAND SCEANS PROBABLY SUCKED A MILLION AND ONE COCKS THEN I WOULD HAVE BEEN TOTALLY WORTHLESS BY NOW SO IM KINDA GLAD I HELD BACK ON GOING ALL OUT AND JUST BEING CRAZY WITH IT.

ALSO THEN I GOT TO THINKING BOUT WHEN DO YOU KNOW WHEN TO SAY WHEN, I MEAN WHATS THE EXPIRATION DATE ON A PORN STAR IN MY LINE OF WORK. ALSO I REALIZED BEING IN PORN REALLY TAKES AWAY ALOT FROM A PERSON WHO YOUR TRYING TO BE WITH SUCH AS WHEN YOU ARE HAVING SEX WITH THAT PERSON THAT'S ALL IT WILL EVER BE IS SEX NO LOVE MAKING NO SERIOUS INTIMACY BECAUSE YOUR SO USE TO SEX BEING WITH NO MEANING SO IN THE END IT SUCKS CAUSE IT RUINS RELATIONSHIPS.

NOT REALLY SURE WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY GUESS IM JUST TALKING OUT LOUD BUT I DO KNOW I WANT TO WORK ON ONE LAST BIG PROJECT THAT I CAN GO OUT WITH SAYING YEA IT WAS WORTH IT BUT THEN AGAIN YOU GET THESE REMARKS FROM PEOPLE THAT ARE SO HATEFUL AND SO SPITEFUL THAT THEY JUST SEEM SO FILLED WITH HATRED IT SPILLS OUT ON TO EVERYONE ELSE AND MAKES THEM START HATEING AND ME PERSONALLY IM READY TO SAY FUCK IT IM DONE CAUSE OF SO MUCH NEGATIVITY I DONT REALLY SEE THE POINT TO CONTINUE. BUT THEN I SAY TO MY SELF DAMN I DONT SEE ANY ONE OF THESE HATE SPEWING ASSHOLES ON FILM TRYING TO MAKE A FILM THAT WILL PLEASE EVERY ONE TO SEE THEM FUCKING ON SCREEN OR IS IT THEY DONT HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO GET NAKED ON FILM AND FUCK OR MAYBE NO BALLS DUNNO BUT I FIGURE BY NOW I MUST HAVE REALLY HUGE BALLS TO GET ON FILM AND TRY TO MAKE SOMETHING SEXY TO WATCH WHEN YOUR ON THAT ALONE BUISNESS TRIP AWAY FROM YOUR LOVER,

OH WELL DUNNO WHERE THIS ALL LEADS BUT IM SURE IT LEADS SOMEWHERE SO I GUESS READING BETWEEN THE LINES HELPS

posted by Tiger at 10:56 AM 29 comments